refuge

2007-06-09T04:54:00.000-07:00

Sorry but life sucks :)

2007-06-09T04:44:00.001-07:00

If only it can be shown ~~understandable~~.
Yes i meant show, Not said.
However, theres not a need to.
Try and to walk away.

back into this classrooms are school.
Missing the better days in school.
now that things are so messy.
school?
i dunno whats the meaning of school or rather life.
So much for education.
So much for everything under the sun.
anything.
everything.

I tried so hard.
and got so ~~far~~.
in the end, it doesnt even matter.

2007-06-08T11:09:00.000-07:00

:
" 黑云在降落我被它拖著走静静悄悄默默离开 "
sometimes, chinese lyrics can express things better.
i think.
i duno.

2007-03-22T03:46:00.000-07:00

please. here im back to blog after some lazy days.

oh yeah now that my hair is officially black, its really so not nice already. But nevermind, it seems like the black dye is running off and its getting SLIGHTLY brownish again. So glad that this is happening. Brown hair is so much better than black please! I like is brownish like chocolate, just like my school uniform. But i think HYSS's uniform is so much nicer. White is deep, pure and virtue.

being a ogl in o2, is enriching and actually fun. its more like having fun with my friends than to have fun with the 2nd intake ppl. 1stly cuz im a games attach so i dun have time to hang around and socialise with my OG. now that o2 is over, this pathetic ogl only have like 2 contacts from my OG. haha ! please! this is a failure. But overall, its fun cause i made new friends with other OGLs and of cuz SOME 2nd intake people. With another perpective, its really not too bad. At least i still make friends.

Oh yeah, the day 105+++ all went to sentosa. But i went down to support my friend in campus superstar so i din managed to join them. But met up with them for dinner. Please! we were all dying from hunger when we tried to look for places that we can dine in. Feez Royston And I were eating alot of jellybeans and GUMMY BEARS. So juicy and sweet and delicious. Then we had Spizza, the pizza is very unique and i love the soup especially. Its like so creamy and mushroomy! So good! *drools again* Then went home, i cant stay out too late! If not could have join them overnight at Royston's house. But what?! they are only playing Gulity Gear thru the whole night?!

Oh yeah. Then comes school reopen, everything is okay but just slightly more chaotic. But guess its settling down again. When all the 2nd intake people learn and follow the so called JJ culture.
Yeah? However, the notes part is a big headache. Tell you, its really irritating when the lecturers say that they are so not gonna reteach the 3mths stuff. Yet, they are doing so. So is it alot of people sleeping in lectures? Sorry but it is a yes. But surprisingly, i never sleep?! its copy and copy and dream and slack and draw.

Please! What is so many people's birthday coming!
Hehe, mine too. RIGHT? That means, 105+++ gathering again! wooo x) !
so miss you people ! hahaha.

Also.
Yay! i got my UOB visa Debit Creditcard. Bs ask me to go down to the bank to activate myself instead of posting back to them. He says its faster, so i guess im doing that - since he did so. Im so in love with the card. But then again, whats the point of having the card when im so broke?! Laugh out loud. Ah, nevermind, its chio. :D

The Graphic Calculator is a hell tool. So hard to use. Please! what's i must memorise and master how to use within this 2 years. the amount of functions inside is like we will never use all? Even have games lah? So cool. Aiya, but the games sucks. Like so low class and old games. Like push the bricks? Please ! what's that for. Is it cause its easy to develop that type of game? HAHA!
Okay im mad, ignore me. Talking to myself. So crazy.

Im so not alive anymore. My laughter is on going everyday, it is like everywhere. And the public sure hates me. Its so loud and high pitched and noisy. Yet, too bad! It is just so Richie lah that laughter? And oh yah, im so sad you know ! People thinks im ah beng lah for the 1st impression. Its like EVERYONE? Like, after they know me. they will be like " haha i thought u are beng at 1st ". PLEASE, WHAT IS I M A BENG? GET A LIFE! haha. Thanks lah? Maybe its my hair/looks. But please, what's my looks like beng? When secondary school not say im! Whats wrong with the world now?! Lol.

I got over it though. So wrong lah? Im like the last in the school, cause im a appealed in with 20points. Please! I better study hard liao, no joke anymore. A level is like x5 the diffculty of O level. Think again, maybe the Poly route is more suitable for me. But well, since im already on my route to A level. Im so gonna DO IT this time ( i hope ) !

After a long time that i din blog, i think i blogged alot of things this time round !
Cya yah around!

With so much i can do.
So little time.
So regretable.
So undone.
Yet, Be strong.

again, im using back this face ---> x)
i think its cute? and not twitish?
so is Dx <-- .

2007-02-28T05:38:00.000-08:00

Whats the next happening?!

Richie's hair is black again!

2007-02-27T04:12:00.000-08:00

School has been so mundane. Lessons lessons and lessons. Richie as usual, try hard to keep himself awake. Often will you hear, "Richie Do Not Fall Asleep Please ". So its nothing unusual anymore! Pon chinese and Pc like ever since last 2 weeks, nothing much to admit in anyway.

Today had a dilemma of ponning GP, in the end, whole class went. At first is like, only 2 person in class? Thats how cool is class spirit in ponning! cheers. Ended lessons at, 2.30? Remove Love Fiesta "thanks poster" with shengyong , timon and zheyuan, chatted with others in our class till like 3.30. Then i hanged around with Cassandra and gang till 4, played some bridge( 1 round for me ). Yeah and 4 , was the SCDC(sing,cheer & dance committee) meeting! It was the Mass Dance session! Feesee was shocked because i told her im having Mass Dance. She was like " YOU DANCE?" Lol. everyone was so high during the mass dances + cheers.

oh yeah, although im so not in SCDC, i still went to dance it out today! im a games attached. which, tmr i have meeting. 2.15 family 1 meeting, 3, games attach meeting.

FeeZ: you gotta see how high u can get if u come in JJ. Haha!

Then after 2hrs 30mins of dancing and stuff, ended at close to 7. Had dinner with JianLe,Daria And Kyson somewhere near school. Ate this chicken chop which is full of fats(yuck?). Of course! went home after that, im so damn tired.

friday - sat is the OGL(orientation group leader) preparation camp!
i dun really fancy camps :X
Then Results of posting on March6(tues) if i can still be in jj.
Then JJ orientation camp 2 will be my next camp!
with march 7 made for admin day,
that means march 8 to march 11 is the camp.
After all this RaRa things, Time for some rest and study!

oh and hell yeah.
i just past my chemistry test, 10/20.
but my chem teacher minus 1 mark and that makes it 9.
so, i failed. Reason : Ans NOT in 3sig fig.

It only takes a minute.

2007-02-25T01:02:00.000-08:00

Oh great! im back. Missing ever since results day, it was ownage. Oh well, got over it. This is how bad i did.

Eng: C5
The Rest: B3
So whats the total L1R5?
20, that goes without saying.
The worse nightmare for a O level student is just this, get all B3-s and DIE.

yeah whatever, i just have to get over it. blame myself for not studying 100%, but playing like 101%. deserve this shit. pending to get back to JJ which sci course claims to be 11 - 13, which i got 16? yeah nice one lah. if im not posted to JJ, i will be at PJC or even IJC. So dreadful, whatever the results will lead me to. Nah, im so not gonna think about this shit anymore. Enjoying the last few days in JJ, may the JJ spirits bless me and let me stay in JJ. Be as happy as i can, be as cheerful as i can, be as memorable as i can give. Oh yeah, im talking like a bitch i noticed. What life has got to afford me, is making me whine real seriously.

THANKS LIFE.

Then again, This blogskin is a edited version from FEEz's so-contagious.blogspot. I find her style of making headers brilliant i just love it. Kailing's xkailingxfive.blogspot Blog is nice too and Clifford's gettingawayclean.blogspot . The similar headers, nothing special but its very eye catching. Feez is so gonna change another skin, but she says its not because of me copying her source. (heng lol) Now everyone is blogging! That includes Royston, The LaZar.

Had dinner on friday at rebecca's house! gathering of all the lovely people. Thanks Yvonne for her cheesy pancakes! Its damn nice lah, Cheese is the Ownage. I dint stay over with them. Wasted, really wanted to spend more time with them. Miss them alots! Took a cab home with derrick, he was so scare by a dog(he says" its the worse shock of my life "), he literally jump off the ground when the dog barked in the dark LOUDLY. Honestly, i was damn shocked too. Its just out of a sudden lah.

Then comes the Horrible Saturday, 24/02

1st one was when i went to find my mother, then at her office there got this pathway where she will come down from the lift, then when i was walking to the pathway i saw this man lah. he was looking at me and giving me a cheeky smile + werid actions. then i thought maybe i think too much so i just ignore him and continue smsing. then later when he was about to read the exit at the another end of the place, he turn back and look at me again, then he stand at the 1st shop there for some time then slowly he walk nearer and nearer to me lah.. then i siam of cuz.. he walk to the place where i was standing(the pathway) then i walk to another exit where theres a restaurant.. then heng someone come out from the restaurant lah.. then he walk away.. but he keep turning back and point to the damn toilet?

[ i thought that was damn gross, but wait, look at the 2nd one for heaven sake! ]

then, the 2nd one was when i was taking the mrt. Then this man ask me whats the time so i told him lor.. then he starting asking me things like, where am i studying. and etc. then he board the mrt with me. and i thought i can siam liao but becuz im standing at the door there, he come and talk to me AGAIN.. he ask qns like,, where am i from.. what am i doing.. what am i going to do.. how old am i.. is gp hard.. etc etc.. den he take my hp and see lah.. and ask for my num.. THEN THEN THEN. he ask me this scary qns.. "can i contact u next time?" i say NO PLS. then he say " i just wanna ask u something abt jc for my nephew cuz we are from china " then i was "err... but i duno whats my new num " then he TOOK OUT HIS HP. ( AT THIS POINT OF TIME I WAS WONDERING WHY HE ASK ME FOR TIME WHEN HE GOT A HP ) then he ask me misscall him ( then i was like shit no choice ) den he vv smart, he sms immediatly on the spot to make sure its my num -.- " ... then heng he left at commonwealth lah. BUT, he keeps bugging me in SMSES. then he ask me this
ask me whats my age.. whats my name.. and DOB.. ask me out.. ask me teach his nephew english(hello i got c5?! LOL) .. etc.. den last night he ask me : u got gf? ( I QUICKLY REPLY YES. LOL ) Afterwhich, every sms, i ignored. Oh yeah, to add on, he is a china man of aged 43. Nice right?

its bloody traumatising i tell you.

People just laugh at me for being too attractive to the WRONG GROUP. How mean! Next time i will be smarter for moron sake.

Oh yeah, thats all i have to say.

Today's play, its tomorrow's game.

2007-02-06T07:52:00.000-08:00

results is on friday.
well, im just afright i will fail my english.
and if i fail my english, i will not on my hp on friday.
neither am i going online.

but i shall look at the positive side of life.
i think i will get a C, well at least i pass? :)

seriously.
the main issue now is.
i will miss my damn nice jj friends.
esp changsheng,daniel,louis,pearlyn,huimin( in alphabetical order )
maybe to them im not yet so close lah, but i am somehow already emotionally attached to them.
i will not get used to not see them anymore u see( just now how im not used to not see all my close sec sch frends :( [ hor feesee? :( ) ) whatever it is, i will miss them so badly.

let me tell u a story, a breif intro only though.
there is this guy, he was 16.
you see, at 1st he is so reluctant to go to PAE 3mths jc course.
but he was forced to go, so he just signed up.
the first day there was much like hell.
followed by camp and stuff, he didn't really like sch that time still.
his camp members only got closer after camp, started to mingle around, he thinks maybe life is not too depressing after all. life wasnt too bad for him after getting closer to pearlyn and huimin ( from his camp grp). after that, because he hangs out with the yusoffians, he knew another great frend called daniel. Things started to get better for him. Not long, he met another super clickable friend called louis. Louis thought that he was a ah beng at first! They met during a volleyball training. they are super clickable and they talked like as though they knew each other for a long long time. yup, they became very close after that. Last by not least, ChangSheng, they met during the leader's night. During the sing along, Cs was beside him. However, only after love fiesta, then they really started talking. This 5 friends, made jj life more heavenly for him. He wants to thank everyone, especially this 5 great pals. He hopes that this few weeks or days of good old times can be buried deep into their hearts.

richie is neither good in expressing himself nor the parting-s in life.
well, he just wishes them all the best.

________________________________________________________________

okay back to me.
i took photos!
but.. when i look at the photos..
i just feel so :S.
i noe i will miss them! argh..

When the world stops spinning
When the Sun stops shining
When the winds stop blowing
When the trees stop growing
When the music stops playing
Our friendship would never stop blooming
Even when our hearts stop beating
<---- written by my sister jh :) -

2 days - comforting myself, at least i got 172800seconds.

to everyone one of my friends out there.
even though, i might not be the best there.
but i hereby say i tried my best to be.
with no regrets of giving;
no intention of receiving.
im more than willingly to be;
becuz you are my friend.

07/02 -
i had school till 4.30.
wanted to pon tutorials at 1st.
in the end everyone backed out!
so... ended up we suffered till 4.30.
then, we(amanda + qilin + xinee) went jp to get stuff to decorate chinese new card our teacher asked us to do.
we ate long john.
then we went home after that.

ok i think i shall stop here.
im blogging so randomly :X

tmr is the emo making day.
get wet !

RANDOM;
pictures.

this is louis;

this is daniel;

this is pearlyn;

missing cs :X
*posting him soon* lol.

2007-01-29T04:23:00.000-08:00

2nd day of continous blogging.

~(_")~

I ponned chinese test!
this is my 1st ponned lesson.
and i think im gonna pon more.
but i pon with all the smart ppl!
they all got high mother tongue so they pon oso nvm cuz they are so not gonna take chinese again in A-s! but i need to take lor, damn sad. okay wadeva my chinese sucks anyway. haha.

went to econs lecture and then chem tutorial after waiting for chinese to get over and done with.
and omg the girls behind saw my underpants and started laughing during chem. lol? it wasnt on purpose "X.

after chem, went down to the canteen.
talked to the uber funny danny(daniel) ;
louis and derrick arrived.
went to queensway.. louis brought along a friend!
sinking was his name i think ( right louis? ) haha.
louis and sinking find a ball for their friend.
bought a nice orange ball :X
we went to look for our jersey ( the solo 3 LOL )
in the end;
we decided on this adidas jersey. 45!
and we went to print shop and print our names on it.
GUESS WHAT?! SOME AC PPL SAY ITS ENGRAVE. :X

LOUIS' num10

MINE num12.

DERRICK was num04.
:X

soooooooooooooooo!
we all went home at these.
yawns!

lifeisgreat?
").
RANDOM:

taken on saturday's JJC's outing at ECP ; top of the world ?

THIS IS LOUIS "X

CUTE RIGHT!?
LIMITED EDITION!
PLS GRAB IT BE4 ITS GONE!
haha! "X

2007-01-28T06:58:00.001-08:00

i haven been blogging recently!
pretty surprize to see ppl tagging me!
:)
thanks for being actively visiting my blog.
esp u feez-!
hahas.
MISSES ALL OF U ALL LA.
THAT INCLUDES
ALL MY HUAYI FRIENDS and BOONLAY FRIENDS.
YES ALL.
ESP 105`03, ESP SWEETIE, ESP XIAOREVOLUTION PEEPS, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ALL THE BOONLAY PPL AND SISTER!

So, life started in jjc.
starting was crap shit for me.
everyone that noes me well enough, knows that im someone that cant live without friends.
i must have friends, they make my world a better place to live in. im being honest.
all of u ppl leave a deep mark inside me.

well but now,
life is much better.
i made some friends!
Mainly from RV, Yusorf Ishak and Gan Eng Seng.
RV: Louis, Shien Hon, YongSheng, Kian Zuo
YISS: Pearlyn, Huimin, Daniel, Sze Han, Xavier, LiJie, Sok Theng
Gan Eng Seng: Celestine, Vivi, Keith, Kyson, Kunming
of cuz! there are other schools of friends!
like timonty, shengyong and etc.

Of all the friends i made.
one that made the deepest mark and the one closest is louis. although i know him not even more than a week from now(28 jan).
somehow we click really well.
he is super hyperactive and always lightens up the atmosphere!
haha, thanks alot louis :X.
hope u get into NJ!
but dun forget me arh!
hahaha.

[ LOUIS U CUTE CUTE U LOOK LIKE?! -WOO-
LOUIS U HYPER U LOOK LIKE?! -WOO-
LOUIS U GOOD GOOD U LOOK LIKE?! -WOO-
WOOGASHAKA WOOGASHAKA LOUIS LOUIS
WOOGASHAKA WOOGASHAKA LOUIS LOUIS ]

LOL!!

Praises to Pearlyn and gang too!
without them, i already died laa.
THANKS LA! :)

okay the main point why i wanna blog is !
i m just feeling lonely inside.
always;
somehow;
problems reoccurs!

argh, just taking what life is giving me.
life is great.
life is brillant.
i love it!

-denial-

anyway!
lets just be positive!
:)!

OLEVEL RESULTS.
i THINK its on FEB 9.
good luck all!
:D.

Celebrated birthdays.
Cheers!

Thanks! Just for noticing me.

random:
why am i always the 2nd choice in life?
mmmm!

wadeva it is!
life is life!
Richie < Everything!

2006-12-21T22:25:00.000-08:00

hongkong trip!
was pretty sexist T_T
80% of the things are for girls, the other 20% is either not nice or fake products.
thats all for laughing out loud!

oh well, overall it was okay. Food there was pretty nice when you are the restaurants.
their macdonalds is special, they have this delicious grilled chicken burger on their menu and still having shaker fries then.

oh well, i shall proceed to teh very time consuming photoblogging.

neh, this was my very 1st photo i took at home be4 i leave my house like.. 5.20am?

then u know, i abit of the.. so i took another full view one :\

then we took a hired bus, cuz we got like 22 ppl lah.
hang around at airport waiting for the counter to get our lugguage bags, it was damn freaking slow, maybe becuz we alot of ppl?
then after we get our tickets and "gave" our bags, we checked in.
nothing special inside there, just shops and food.
took this with my brother ;\ inside the airport.

then boooo.
we went up the plane.
of cuz, the economy seats :\.
was sat at the middle :D
i was pretty amazed by the movies they have!
so guess what i watched?
pirates of the carribean :\

but i doze off like.. 20mins of the end of the movie ;
dun laugh.
cuz I DINT SLEEP THE DAY BE4 LOR, was like 24hrs w/o sleep alr.

den we arrived at hongkong!
the landing was not that good, pretty shakey like me being popcorn-ed!
then we checked out and stuff, went out to the wait for our bus again.
Look! everyone is wearing like alot man. LOL! temperature was like.. 12degrees?

then we took a bus to our hotel ; the imperial hotel.
:D seems like singapore's hotel 81 though lol.
the lift is freakings scary, cuz it produces hellosta cracking noises!
i and my cousin stayed at 5-02.
we went in, (with some knocking of the door LOL), and went " WOW ITS SO DAMN COLD LA "
u noe what? the room is even colder than the temp outside!
CRAZYNESS.
and the temp cant change one, only can Low Medium Or High.
its already at freaking LOW.
so my uncle who went in the room with us, called the person up to help us.
the person came up:yes? aircon what happen?
my uncle: very cold, cannot ajust the temperature huh?
the person came up: only L M H lor.
my uncle: now is L and its so cold.
the person: off lo.
my uncle: u wanna suffocate us issit?
the person: no sorry.
my uncle then ask again if can adjust the temperature.
the person: no we cant.
my uncle: wah, so lousy de ah this hotel. ( LOL MAN )
the person: sorry but it is like that. bye.
( all directly translated from cantonense )

i was laughing lah. it was damn funny.
then we all left and met up with the others for lunch =D.
was pretty excited at 1st but when i went in the "restaurant"
i was seriously turn-ed off.
the food there sucks?
the ppl there sucks too.
hongkies are like express ppl.
they are so fast and gengky.
like they cant stop lah.
BUT, there are also pretty nice ppl of cuz.
however, the ppl are like not so friendly as singaporeans can be.
=x.
its true.
a tourist ask the person there where is this place or that place.
the local say " NO NO NO I DUNO "
wtf?
lol ~ yeah thats how horrible some ppl there can be.

then went to shop abit at the shopping centre nearby.
din get anything.
why? cuz the things there cost just like in singapore.
then must well get in singapore :\.

met up again with all~
and had dinner.
its like some chilli place lah.
everything oso chilli.
they had this PEANUT CHICKEN.
sucks i tell u.
lol.
then it was my father's birthday.
so we cut a cake!

2nd day;
i din take ANY pic.
lol~
had breakfast, which is qutie nice lah.
then went to CHINA.
we took only trains!
went to shop in china.
this shopping centre where u are bargain.
tell u what, 99% of the goods there are FAKE goods.
lol, thats why i din like :x

when shopping that time,
there was a fight i tell u.
got bleeding seasons leh.
this guy went back to his shop to get scissors to poke someone lah.
but i think nv poke much, but another guy punched another.
u can hear *pooooooooooooooooooomp* then the guy rub his head, bloooood.
i see red blood! lol ~
u will never get to see this in singapore larh.

tell u!
i met this vv funny angmoh.
we bargain-ed for this fans, 3 for 75 dollars lah.
den the angmoh wanna buy a fan ( he dint noe abt the bargaining )
the starting price was like 80?
LOL
so he wanted to buy.
he saw my aunt pay like 100 only for 3 fans and still got change.
so he looked at me with those o.o look.
den, he came over and asked me.
he: hey, u noe how to speak english?
i: yah.
he: u bought 3 fans for 75dollars?
i and my cousin : yah
he went like oooohhhhhhhhhhhhh. thanks.
LOL.
funny mann.

den after tt we went to eat.
and met up with others again back in hongkong.
and went to "lady's street" ( in cantonese )
pretty interesting the things there,
however again, its either fake or its for girls!
:\
laugh out loud.
then we went back to our hotel.
din sleep till like 3+ 4
played some cards with my other cousins in other room ( opposite ours ).
oh yah.
we were hungry.
and we bought instant noodles back.
u noe what?
there was no spoon or forks.
nice one lor i tell u.
me and my roommate cousin used BISCULTS TO SCOOP UP I TELL U
LOL yes LOL.
my 2 other cousins used TOOTHBRUSH :D.
we are getting good at this i tell u.
it was pretty funny and fun to do so lah.

oh yeah.
some din go to china.
went to ocean park.
nice right the background esp.

the performances of seals and doplhins.

my bro cant take anything.
so decided to take the ferry wheel!

was like climbing up and down the hills lah.
tiring and hot ! yes hot. the sun is glazing.

3rd day;
the disneyland day!
breakfast at some dimsum restaunrant!
qutie nice leh.

disneyland is like for girls with fantasy i tell u.
seriously.

so we took a train to disneyland.
this is the disney train.
look at the cirled details.
pretty nice.

this is the train hander lor.
nice right.
darn it.
its all mickey mouse!

to be continued :x
lazy liao

2006-12-10T19:18:00.000-08:00

o.
the bugger named wu ming in my tagboard is tarrd.
tracked -
Location:Singapore, Queenstown, Singapore
Hostname:bb121-6-24-139.singnet.com.sg (121.6.24.139)

2006-12-02T09:04:00.000-08:00

some personal test i did >>

You Are An ESFP
The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

2006-12-02T06:42:00.000-08:00

chalets;
was over.

105 chalet.
was indifferent this time round - we went to ahola louyang instead of other chalets
it was much cheaper given that huge room.
however it is vv desserted lah, we have to spent ahellotsa of time to travel out of that place to places where we can get things to eat and stuff.
however, overall i would say its a great chalet x).
the fun was there.
clifford was the xbox-ing king ( almost 24/7 )
feez was not in the top condition ~
von was vv high!
kl was not leaving her hp alone xD!
lihao - duno he was awaken by me and clifford and stole our bed argh!
the rest was normal i guess.
haha.
after chalet, miss them alot T_T.
scared that this was the last.
but i believe, if we want, it will never gonna be any last.

pX, yQ, kEn, aUd, yX, JoaNne, RoxANne, ShirLEy, jeVon.
we had another chalet for our this grp of friends!
yet it was another famailiar chalet - downtown east!
we hadnt got much life too.
was xboxing out our life - playing some stupid game call the halo 2
killing and killing and killing.
snatch the plane(banchee), hovercraft(ghost) and nooone wants the jeep!
or the urge of getting equipped with power sword, rocket launcher and dual held needler!
and stuff.
pX and i went to eat breakfast in the morning =S.
then when we went to eat, EVERYONE all slept !
lol? then ken left.
followed by px slept.
i nap and woke nap and woke.
disturb pX-
he bo chup me.
lol.
blah blah.
went wild wild wet,as boring as usual! played ulah ulah and slides and stupid lazy river shake and shake make me wanna puke ==.
oh yeah.
last night like i expected, everyone slept.
it was a sardine night =D.

random-ness.

i din expect myself to still be in the "game" - i thought i lost it all. well, thanks! glad im still something;
dun wanna lose a brother >>

expo 2v2 game with zenith;
kinda lost by 1 sec of delay =Z.
yQ and me is just too nervous rawr.

training for this week.
won 2 games we played.
1 easily.
1 dragged.

its after chalet.
that i especially miss all of them hell-lotas!;
wonder;
scared that it might be the last.

BTW BTW BTW.
i din lie to u von ==.

- i need lots of tender loving care ! thats me =\ ! pls dun leave me behind T_T. lol =D -

-yongqiang-
tension;richie;

2006-11-22T09:57:00.000-08:00

bye.
//

im turning away from this world for a few days.

=)

2006-11-22T09:26:00.000-08:00

bleah.
im cool i guess.
not the cool that kind that cool.
its cool as in my mood.

things happens, the way it shouldnt. things comes and never stop coming. pauses and phrases in life, are just the appetizer. life is just like a transverse wave.
compressions and rarefactions, where compressions are the tight times in our lifes and rarefactions are the joy in life.

well, forget it.
i should not lie to myself.
i should not move on myself.
i should not fight this anymore.
i should not let it devour me.

so im gone.
show me something more.

Obviously

appreciation - doesnt exist
care - doesnt work out

i fell down.
into the deep blackhole.
><.

clan finally settle down.
called team untitled.
Memembers includes;
Yingquan ( ABC_RaineX™ )
Sherman ( sherman )
John ( beanie- )
Kiro ( Kiro- )
me ( tensi0n- )
and a main sub >< duno his name lol.

DROWN THE MY FEELINGS.

2006-11-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

Congratulations!

You just pissed me off again!

You motherfucker.

Please fucking fuck off.

2006-11-16T08:08:00.000-08:00

its over.
its all over!
my exams are over.
really over.
no, i dun wan exams.
but now that its over.
i dun feel good too?

im sleeping by the edge of life.
the one which ; we can get
- happiness
- sadness
and other feelings at extreme ends.

everyone is emo, everyone is feeling down. i do not understand why, but life seems to be so pointless at times. it is just exams, earn money, have some fun and sleep. Mundane routine. What can you yourself doing down the road? earning big bucks? crossing the road sitting down and slack your life away? or just an average person who earn enough to feed yourself? whenever thoughts of future come by, i always ask myself, "am i working for my future now?" stuffs like this are crtical and to a large extend, it turns me off - it steals your mood ; whatever your mood is currently.

Pointless as it might seem to be, everyone stills do what we need to do just to survive. Study hard like there is no tomorrow? Work like you are a robot that you do not need to sleep? Or play like there is no tomorrow and let everyone close to u fear? things like that are common in real life. i bet you have a friend of each of this kind!

life is full of up and downs. even if its coming down, why not look up and it ? anyway you know that its coming down, why fear and let it consume u? instead, lets just face it and fight againist it. its just an roller coaster ride, roll that sudden drop and enjoy the next amplitude !

anyway, i was really dissapointed about my chemistry. my forte turned out to be a threat too. i mean, it sucks, it owned me. for wad the f*** they like to set all lame definations. :\ oh well, admits defeat -

thinking ;
looking ;
seeking ;
wondering ;
worrying ;
sighing ;
all i do is wasting my life ;

outside protrays a covered image of happiness.

2006-11-15T08:11:00.000-08:00

argh. actually.
i think im vv excited.
i mean, finally its after o level tmr.
its 10 years of education.
and now finally moving on to higher level of education and stuff.
more freedom.
more brainpower.

im gonna make a friends delication post soon when i got time !
posting up friends from sec 1 and till now !
but i can only post those i have pictures with;
:so...
come take photo with me!
LOL!

msn is down..
damn boring..
damn sian..
nothing to do..
dun intend to study though.
life of a not pia-ster in o level.

how far will i land?!
there lor.
outside their doorstep.
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2006-11-15T07:31:00.000-08:00

although i should be studying.
im not.
although i should be sleeping.
im not.
although i should be getting A1s.
im not.
although i should be active.
im not.
this list goes on.
and never comes to a stop.

so...
what am i?

just another nothing one of a kind ~

2006-11-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

yay ! to add on.
ARGH.
KELVIN PANGSEH ME!
>>
LOL.

2006-11-15T06:24:00.001-08:00

x(
Freaking Physics paper 2.
so like freaking pawn me.
thanks to all those irritating definations.
why not more calculations.
-.-"
sian to be me.

anyway anyway.
tmr is the last day la.
woo ~
its gonna be so exciting \@_@/
tmr after chemistry which is dinner time.
will be going back to library anyway.
to pei the history people!
whaha.

we are so good ;D
LOL.

hopefully addmaths will be manageable.
hopefully chem will still be my forte.
hopefully.
i can get what i want lah.
but i think cant liao.
wadeva~
//

post exam emo !
what to do !

anyway~
i should be dying and highlighting my hair.
anyone got any suggestions on colour?
>_>

or should i just...
remain black?!
:o..

Pure Owns !

lalalalala.
masked up!.
Frequency pictches that taunts!

x_x ciao~

2006-11-12T12:19:00.000-08:00

if i lie here.
will u lie with me?
just to forget the world.

oh btw.
i will only create my own blogskin after O s and when i get my new com with programs later photoshop which i need badly.

Art never had its limit.

Thus, for now, enjoying this lame template ;).
afterall its my words that are suppose to entertain you!

2006-11-12T11:38:00.000-08:00

the urge is to blog;
effective as it might seem to be.
taken its toll on me;
getting my fingers into some typing sphere again.

work it on kid;
grey was only the level i live in.
i might look happy as i seem to be - deep down, its what i call the unexplainable feelings.
No, i did choose to feel this way.
It just come and haunt me; anytime it wants to.

mistakes dwells.

when did i last know that things runs my way ;
sorry, doesnt even exist.

but well.
im very happy to have all my great friends.
- 105 !
- xQ and gang -
- pX and gang !
- of cuz my newly made gang of friends which i love alot too XD
i got a GP, a LG and a sister from there !

i must say.
i must admit.
im blessed to have so much friends.
at least 4 groups who love me xD!

Okay!
lets talk more about my new friends !
theres KeLvin.
who is my best buddy there!( best of all, he stays near me XD )
theres Jiahuey.
who is my sister !
theres Beata.
who is my female husband!
theres Seow Shi, Amelia, Shalihin.
who are extremely nice ppl!

random pictures!
this by KeLvin
ah yes he hates me that he wanna kill me.
LoL.

oh of cuz.
i gave him a picture too!

KeL can draw well >_>

oh yes i was nicked the rock.
however kel was sleepy, he wrote stone LOL.

oh yeah.
today was kind of a messy day.
things that we did expect to happen happened;
fortunately, not the extreme ends xD.

CHALET DATES;
105 ( 23 24 25 )
auD ( 27 28 29 )
sC ( 5 6 7 ? )

im going to hongkong for 4 days i think.
( 16 17 18 19 )

why?
to escape from the harsh and tomenting reality !
( if only cambridge's geo-tourism qns is this simple :\ )

i think im not going for 3 Months Jc.
I wanna work~
and buy a laptop for myself !

im lack of sleeping anyways.
xD.
i need more sleep !
guess this is all that im gonna type for the 1st post of this new blog =x.
Off i go~